Ohmyged!!!

May pasok na bukas...NO!!!

I dunno if I'm up to go to school tomorrow or not... hayyy... I wanna see my friends though. My Yuchengco days are back. Tambay all day everyday. Haha...
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New Year..New Year!!! Do I make resolutions? Nahh... Not me. I never keep 'em anyway. I'm really happy for year 2005 though. I gained a lot of new experiences. Most of them are good and some, I dunno if it's bad. I also gained new friends, and I've kept my old friends...strengthened the relationships. Visited 2 countries that year, which was great. In the family, there was growth, I believe. Of course, there were also tragedies but I think it just made us stronger. I think I'm proud enough to say that I've become a better person the past year.
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I was in LTO the whole frikkin day today for my frikkin license. It drove me nuts. 2 guys tried to hit on me. WHY?!?!??! SA LTO?! Nak ng tinapay mehhhnnn... sa dinami dami ng lugar naman...LTO?! Urgh...

Other than that, I'm just relieved. Woohoo!!! I never want to go back there ever again!!!
I'll have my license hopefully on Friday. That means I'll be more "independent" this year. Haha!!!
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Yesterday was Zaza's birthday. That was one hella day. I thought I was gonna experience Divisoria for the first time, but we ended up in SM North Edsa. We went there with our little cousins. It gave me a headache. Who would have thought...I'll go back in SM North Edsa. I'm an SM Kid. I'm sure a lot of us were. It kinda made me happy going back to the department store looking at the shelves of shoes with a million other people while "Follow the Leader" played. It was chaotic. SM was SM and it took me back in time. It was chaotic but I guess it will always be. The good thing though was that the floor wasn't sticky anymore. Besides, I was with my cousins. It was fun.
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What's in store for me this year? I really dunno!!! I'm kinda excited. No expectations. I'll just let it unfold everyday. There'll be bad days but there'll be good days.
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The Goddesses are still on a rocky situation. It's kinda pissing me off. I mean...what the hell? Therine has really changed and I don't like it. Sure, change is part of life. We've all changed since high school. The shocker here is even Abby doesn't like the way Therine has changed. Because of the Therine-Toni fight, we can't go out as a group now. Well..we still do but Toni can't go if Therine would be going. But the thing is, since Therine doesn't go with us anyway, Toni was always there. We got her side of the story and we make jokes out of it but we don't hate Teng. We miss her too, so we planned a gimmick just for her. But the best that she could do was "thanks for the invite, enjoy." WTF?!?!?! Walang effort. Kaines!!! Grrr... I didn't even receive a Chritmas greeting from her. Shallow, I know. But we haven't seen each other for ages and she won't even greet me? I did greet her for the New Year's..and she replied. But I dunno what's up with her. So she said she'll invite us on her birthday 2 months from now...and parang pilit. Duhhh.. Kaines! Basta for now, I'll give her her space. Whatever. The prob is that space could be a really huge gap that would be difficult to fix. Ewan!
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Mama and Papa's golden wedding anniversary in a few weeks. Excited? I'll be wearing a gold dress. Great. Haha! But I'm getting bigger. Fat. As in. The good news is my boobs are bigger. Haha!! But shit...my arms and my legs and my tummy...are all BIG!!! Wahhh!!

Starting tomorrow, I'll excercise. PROMISE. I just have to or I'll end up...150 lbs by the end of the month. Wahhhh!!! Seriously though...I've had wayy too much to eat during the holidays and Zaza keeps on cooking! Let's see...what did I eat during the holidays?

Pasta: The spicy one and carbonara
Sashimi: Tuna and Salmon
Turkey
Yaketori
Steak
Hot Chocolate (ohh yeah...drank it for breakfast, lunch and dinner)
My favorite parma ham, air dried bacon and other cold cuts from Santi's
Cheese
Ginataan
Chicken-dog
Potdog: Crispy siomai and shark's fin

*burp*

I miss Cibo though...haha! My goodness!! Food Food Food!!! Wahhh!!!
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My nightmares are coming back! It happens everytime I lie on my back..so I sleep on my side with a pillow. It's hurting my back though. Mom said I'll see a psychologist. Woohoo. I wanna do that. Maybe I'll discover more about myself. Coolness. And! I'll be able to sleep comfortably again!!!