Be Careful What You Wish For

My boss asked me in my job interview: "How do you cope with stress?"

My answer was: "My dad always told me, when you want to get something done, give it to a busy person cos for sure, it'll get done."

Yes, I'm stressed. Super stressed in fact that I don't want to sleep anymore because that means I won't be productive for a few hours.

Yes I'm tired. Super tired in fact that I feel like my eyes are gonna pop. I've been staring at the computer for days trying to figure out what to do. When I sleep, I think about work. I dream about work. But when I do wake up, I don't wanna wake up, I want to stay in bed, and I just pray that there's a strong typhoon, so strong that work operations would stop. That or there's another coup'd'eta.

I lost 4 pounds in a week. The good news is I'm gonna win our office's biggest loser. The bad news is.. that's frikkin four pounds in a week! That's not healthy at all!!!

If there's one thing I've learned, I'm not a quitter. No matter how hard things get, I never quit. I never intended to until last Friday. I was really ready to throw in the towel but I realized...I will pull this off.

The question is.. HOW?!?!?! How am I gonna effin pull this off?!?!?!

I am praying for a miracle.

I've always wanted to work in an agency in The Enterprise Center. 6 months later... this. I'm overworked, no social life (I organize parties for a living, but that's not my social life) and underpaid. Why am I doing this again? Oh yeah, I wished for it. Now that I got it, I don't know why I even wanted it in the first place.