Me and My Big Mouth...

My stupid mouth has got me in trouble
I said too much again
(To a date over dinner yesterday)
And I could see she was offended
(She said "well anyway"just dying for a subject change)
Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget
Mama said "think before speaking"no filter in my head
Oh, what's a (boy) to do?
I guess he better find one soon

Oh I'm never speaking up again..
Starting now..

Well..that pretty much sums up my weekend. But of course, I can't just NOT speak up. Oh puh-lease. I make stupid mistakes but c'mon..never speaking up again just ain't me. Hehe.. I won't want to elaborate on that one cos I'm trying to forget it..

Saturday started pretty fine. Went to the gym then got back. 1:30pm, Zaza and I left. I had this JEMA interview. The interview was fine..I could've done better, but oh well. Then afterwards, I met up with Kathy. We were going to G4 because of the SALE SALE SALE!!! Oh yeah.. I was really excited about that. I want those Aerosoles shoes!! 50%!! That's huge. It was just too frikking bad, my left foot is abnormal. Size 7 1/2 fit my right foot perfectly but my left foot is slightly smaller. Damn. Got out of the mall with a white Topshop shirt.

Oh yep. Aga was there, but not the whole time. He came when I was fitting the shoes. There were 3 of us, so PUH-lease it's not a frikking date. But even if it was just the 2 of us, it still won't be a date, and we're NEVER going on a date. We're just tight.

After shopping, Aga and I headed for Jam's party in Multinational Village. We both didn't know how to get there. So we had to follow the directions from the text of his friend. Of course, I was the navigator and he was the driver. I wasn't the best navigator, but we got there alive and just on time. 9pm sharp. Some of our blockmates were there, and once we got there, they were all screaming.. "ISSUE!!" But once again, I repeat. We're not going there or anywhere near there.

Then of course the party. Most of the block were there and we had a couple of drinks. We played pusoy dos and whoever loses will have a shot of tequila. We all had to lose, one way or another. But the bad thing was that whenever I lost a game, I lost twice in a row, and it happened twice. So those shots just kept coming. But I was still up, far from being drunk. I had the hit already, but I wasn't tipsy yet. Then they decided to stop. Aga and I decided to play one on one, so the games were fast. I lost, then he lost, then I lost again, then he lost again. So all in all, I already had 6 shots. (There we were, the driver and his navigator taking tequila shots endlessly..) I was still pretty good, but I lost again so I had another one. It was hitting me hard, so I had to stop. So I did. I watched them play but for some reason, I had another one. Haha. It's like I couldn't stop myself. Then Jam wanted a shot, but there's only room him and one more shot, which I took..again. Then we had another game, which I lost..damn! I kept getting shitty cards! So I had to drink half of bottle of beer. Jeez. So yeah, I got tipsy. We were having a great time then. But my big mouth had to say something. Gawwdd. It was embarrassing. But it has nothing to do with me, confessing to anyone out there about my love or whatever. Haha.. not THAT embarrassing. Let's say..I was just tactless which offended someone. OOPS! It was just sooo bad. There was almost a cat fight. But I wasn't drunk, so I knew perfectly well not to get involved in that.

Then of course, I had to go home..in tears. I just felt really bad about what happened. But my blockmates are the bestest. Aga and Leejay took me home, and it was all good. When I got home, it was brown out. Being good friends that they are, they stayed for about an hour and we were just talking, literally under the stars. It was soo frikking dark, I couldn't see their faces anymore. But it was all good. Then they went home.

The next day, I had to apologize to them for the thing...and now..it's ALLL GOOD!