Good or bad?!

I'm failing my Finama2, our report's due on Thursday and we're not yet done... I don't wanna repeat Finama2 again next term!!!! Nooo!!! But the scariest thing of all is I'm not at all worried. Wtf?! Is this a good thing or a bad thing?! I have no idea... Wahhh!!!
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Queen Bitch I am, as my friend Kathy has just said with her new testimonial for me:

Black beauty with pearly white teeth… that’s EDEL. Knowing Edel since Grade School Days, I can definitely say that this girl is one hell of a toughie chick! With her intimidating aura, you’ll think that she’s a total bitch, actually she’s really a bitch. Haha! Some may take it negatively, some may take it as a challenge. She’s the type who will say everything (I mean everything and anything!) running into her mind, even if its not a good thing and I respect her for her honesty. Its better to be a straight forward person rather than a back stabber! (Believe me)…Edel is a born debater, has a free mind, independent (not financially..maluho yan!) a leader and 100% fashionista! She aint the type of person who will go with the trend, she has her own way of expressing her artistic sense through her unique, interesting and fashionable wardrobe. I tell you, everywhere she goes, she stands out! And we love her even with the bitchy aura! Hehe… thanx for everything!

I like the testi, actually. It's just that it seems like there's no kindness/sweetness whatsoever circulating in my body. Is being a bitch a good or bad thing?! I've no idea!