Anything Goes..

My parents are packing and in four hours, they'll be leaving for Germany..and US? I'm not sure. They'll be out of the country for about 3 weeks, I think. My mom, as usual is being sentimental. I'm supposed to attend a seminar for the Philippine Junior Marketing Association but it's from 12-6pm, which means I won't be able to bid them goodbye. The other day, Mom was so madrama that she didn't want any of us to leave today. My brother asked her, "BAKET?!" like it was the most ridiculous thing. The morning after that, I sat down on the breakfast table with my Mom talking to my Dad. She was talking to him but she wanted me to hear everything she said. "Hayy nako yang mga anak mo. Baket daw di pwedeng umalis sa Sabado. Hindi ko alam kung walang mga utak o walang.." As always, she never finishes her sentences. I almost wanted to laugh but of course, it wasn't appropriate. I wanted to say.. "Ano? Walang puso??" Oh well. My mom. She's supposed to be like that. She could be really irritating and sentimental but she keeps us all insanely sane and I love her. So, yes. I decided to skip that important seminar (since it's my job to link JEMA with other outside orgs).

So what do the Sarmiento Kids do when the parents are out of the house for 3 weeks?! Par-tey!!! Haha. I dunno. Who'll stand up and be the head of the family? Hmm.. Ate Erin, I think will be going to Boracay. My brother has his own thing on weekends. Me? Uhh..I wanna go out. Zaza..I dunno, maybe some cooking competitions? Haha. This could be fun. Yes it could be. We're left however with responisbilities: the house, bills to pay, etc. Sus. Kaya yan!

JEMA, Batch Assembly. Driving me nuts. I have a 5 hour break every MWF and almost everytime, I'm meeting with JEMA people for about 4 hours, leaving me only 1 hour to chillax. Damn. On Thursdays, I have an 1130 meeting for the batch party, we're organizing. Thank goodness we don't have a gig tonight, but I want to go out to get my mind off things for a while. I'm feeling the pressure, but I'm stepping up. I'm glad. But gawwddd.. I flunked my first test on Taxation. It was frikking easy. I just didn't read the book. FOCUS!!! That was a wake-up call for me. First test already and I flunked..ain't good at all!!! So yeah..there's a lot of catching up to do.

There's something I want sooo badly right now. Oh and for your information it has nothing to do with shopping or spending. It's for my future, actually. I feel like I didn't do very good at all, but I'm still hoping, hoping. Wish me luck. Maybe this would put an end to the voices pulling me down.