Not in the mood for anything

Over the weekend, got my hair dyed (dark brown..soo it's not obvious unless I stay under the sun), got a footspa then just got a facial this afternoon. I also the whole week last week (until now) just eating. I dunno.. All I kept thinking about is food. Damn. A week of depriving myself of food is bad (but I didn't do it on purpose..I just didn't have time to eat). I've also been having too much sleep. As in. I've been having too much of all the good stuff. I'm not feeling so good anymore. I'll get back to my fitness mode again tomorrow. I'm serious. Waahhh...then the "shoot" will be on Friday and I just learned that we'll be on our swimwear. Omg. I'm not ready for that. It's good though. I'll be motivated to run, lift weights and do pilates. I CAN DO THIS!!!

Big Hype just offered me a job (part time). They're asking when I'm gonna graduate. They said they can see potential in me. Wow, that's great. I'll be doing events! But we'll see, we'll see. I like organizing events but I don't plan on doing it for the rest of my life, I guess. Or if I do, I'd like doing fundraisings. I don't want spending people's money just to party. I want a good cause. And I'm so proud to say that we're donating a lot of money to LIFE because of the Green Evo success. If I'm not mistaken, what we're donating is 5 times more than what JEMA was able to raise in the past Green Evo parties (yeah..I'm bragging here). The fulfillment of throwing a really cool party and at the same time being able to give back something to society is a great, great feeling. All the stress I felt just melted away. But I dunno, about doing it for the rest of my life.. We'll see, we'll see.

Speaking of parties and the environment... I just hate hate HATE what Boracay is today. What used to be a paradise is now just a party place for kids and it's sickening. Kids do everything there: sex, drugs and rock and roll. Summer's already here and with all the airlines competing to get the lowest fares, kids get easy access. Sure, tourism is good for the country. But the government isn't doing anything to protect its natural resources. It's soo fucking annoying that kids brag about going to "Bora" and they do all sorts of stuff there. I mean, throwing up on the beach?! What the hell?! Then what? One day, they'll realize that Boracay isn't nice anymore, so they'll look for another place to destroy. And I'm thinking the next one is Bohol. Urgh. Then I hear about Tim Yap throwing a party there. Jeez. Tim Yap and his parties. I wanna puke. If Bohol turns to be the next Bora, I'll have him assassinated.

My Conadev prof told me this: people travel as tourists and not as travelers. Which is exactly how people act when they're in Boracay. They came there to have French Food served in their tables. In Boracay?! I mean, why not have seafood, right? Hayy nako!!! Utang na loob.

I wanna travel on Holy Week. Not on the beach though. I think I've had too much of the beach also. I wanna experience new things, and I'm hoping we could go somewhere none of us have been to. Experiencing new things as a family would be fun. Woohoo!! I wonder where we're going.