My take on alcohol and drugs

My take on alcohol and drugs
I'm a bad drunk. Really...based from experience, I turned into this conio shit who talks non-stop about a boy named Joboy, I sing Kelly Clarkson songs all night or I turn into a disturbed depressed girl who texts people about nothing important. But I really like getting drunk. Not that I'm an alcoholic or anything. It's just interesting how people get less inhibited. The "inner monster" gets unleased, I guess. But maybe it really depends on the person. Your emotions that moment gets heightened. So if you're lonely who needs someone to talk to, you'll turn into that. But instead of your usual self, who contains all the emotions inside, you don't. And if you're in a super bubbly mood, you multiply that emotion times 5 and turn into a super friendly person.

I'm not drunk now. I'm just tipsy. For some reason, my resistance to alcohol is very inconsistent. Tonight, I just drank 2 San Mig Light and a shot of Rum and I'm already tipsy. It's my first time to actually write in my blog in a condition like this. I've been feeling "emo" today so I am listening to my top 3 Hale songs: Kung Wala Ka, Underneath the Waves and Waltz, and Aqualung. Maybe I'm in that "I want a boyfriend" state, that's why I'm listening to these songs. Oh! I love Jimmy Eatworld's "May the Angels Bring You In." I'll play that.. hold on.

There...it's such a nice feeling to be drunk listening to mellow songs. Unlike when you're on a drug like E, you'd wanna hear house songs to satisfy your dancing needs. I'm not an addict, either. It's just something I have tried a few times. I mean, I'm only young once, and I guess I just wanted to try it. I have been "giyang" or "gigil to take it" but it's something I'd rather not do. For the couple of times I did, I must admit, the feeling is just pure ecstasy. I've never felt anything like that so good. But then again, it's something fatal, so I'd just stick to alcohol.

And then there's a thing called wari. This, I forgot to buy in Hong Kong..but maybe it's a good thing. I don't wanna lose all my brain cells. I mean, I need those cells to succeed. Haha. Wari is a short time thing. Short..really. It's just 30 seconds, max. Inhale it and then you'll laugh like hell. 30 seconds later..or less...it's over.

Of course, there's the "shrooms" which made me closer to the moon...then got me depressed for my birthday..I think. Really bad. Hah!

Am I over those things? Yes. I haven't tried weed though..weird.