I Want A Coin Operated Boy

Damn it. I had my cheeseburger meal again. I can't get it out of my system. Now I feel like all the exercise I'm doing is just frikking useless. I really am a walking contradiction. Haayyy nako.

Speaking of contradicting myself, I spoke too soon, once again. I can't help it! I know, I've said a million times I don't have a crush him anymore but when I saw him this morning he looked so fresh. (Haha.. I dunno why sometimes I don't like him, sometimes I do. He has his days and today is one of those days!) And then we were flirting. Gawwddd.. I dunno if you'd call that flirting. Well, maybe I just missed him. We haven't talked for so long. He still owes me fries, but I told him I wanted tikoy and he said he'll give me that instead. (Hmmm..tikoy!!! I love tikoy!)

"Edel, you should go out.." inspirational words from Aga. According to him, that's how I'd meet boys. Jeez. I go out a lot, but I don't go out to meet boys. I go out to have a good time and meet friends: girls and boys, not to meet potential boyfriends. Besides the boys I meet in parties don't have potentials...seriously. Now, there's this Ateneo-La Salle party this Friday and Cez invited me to come. I want to go, but Ate Erin asked me to invite my friends for inuman session here. I already made up my mind that I'll just invite my friends over since I could get wasted and I miss my girlfriends terribly. But when I texted Cez, she said he's going. Now I'm confused. Haha. Oohh the confusion!

Coin operated boy. I want a coin operated boy! Imagine how nice that'd be...automatic joy. This is my Valentine's Day song. If someone would want to serenade me...sing me this song. Better yet, just give me a coin-operated boy so all my misery and bitterness would go away. Hahahaha! Gawwwddd... I'm getting in the Valentine's mood..is this good or bad? I really don't wanna think about it yet. Crap. Abby, Ida and Kathy are wishing that their "boys" will ask them out on that day.. So that leaves me and Marga and Karla..well I never see Karla..damn..maybe Marga has a boy too. Oh no..this is bad. Maybe I'll just sleep it off...