I WANT MY "ME" TIME BACK!!!

I don't have "me" time anymore. This sucks. As much as I am cool working with these orgs, I can't find time for me-self no more. I'm just tired all the time. I've been trying to get up early for my jogging, but I can't get out of the frikking bed!!! I feel so lazy all the time, all I wanna do is sleep and eat. No wonder I can feel my flabs fold already when I sit down (YACKKK!). Even on weekends. I can't watch my movies anymore. It's just soooo hectic. Arggghhhh. I end up eating chocolates with me lying down on the couch with the remote. I want my healthy living self. I need a fitness buddy...or I'll just go back to Oliver in the gym and burn these fats. Shiyet. I can't have my dates, too. I mean...my dates with Ikay. The French Film Fest is here and I can't believe I have to find time for that too, when usually SHE has the one to find time for that. And I don't wanna miss that event!!! Plus, there's the Fete dela Musique. I'm reserving that weekend already so I can go. I really wanna go.

I'm heading this Sportsfest and I've no frikking clue what to do. I have to make guidelines, think of the schedules, and all those other things I know I should be thinking of but I can't think of them right now. Noooo!!!! Shit. I'm complaining already and it's only the start of the year!!! What's wrong with me?!?!

Oooohhh.. What's wrong with me?! I'm stressed. My right leg is aching, even after last night's one-hour massage; I wasn't able to watch the French Open which for years, I've been watching from 8pm to 2am, so now, I dunno who won it and how they did it; I have dark circles around my eyes; I am still having a hard time breathing, given that I've had asthma for 2 weeks already so that means I really can't exercise yet so I'm getting flabbier by the second; My hair is too long for this cut and I'd be taking my grad pic in a few weeks; I have a quota to meet for my Marksam (SO BUY THE STUFF I'M SELLING!)' I have to get speakers for the tons of talks lined up; Annual Recruitment Week is coming up.... STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna get away from it all for just a day. Puhlease.. But I can't go to the beach this coming June 9. I need that incentive for my FINAMA2..unless I scrap that and really just get away...

I want to get away! I wanna fly away.. YEAHHHHHHH YEAHHHHHHHH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!