I know I am! I can do this!

This week has just been really bad for me. I mean, talk about major bad luck that my cellphone crashed just when I needed it the most. Maybe I'm just not a good enough leader for two orgs. Hah! Who am I kidding?! ME?! I've entered this thing and there's no way I'm quitting nor would I let the people around me down because that would kill me. I can be quite irresponsible at times but I try my best. And one thing I know now...I have to organize my schedule, damn it! I spend most of the time thinking what I should be doing. I know I should be doing something but I don't know which ones to do first. It's making me crazy, I swear. When I go to school early in the morning for a meeting, I end up not paying attention. My mind drifts somewhere else...hence! I end up not doing what's supposed to be done. Argghhh.. I'm so pissed at myself.