Itch Mah Berdey

I forgot that my bday is this week. Shiyet. I'm sort of torn on whether I'd have a party or not, then when i texted people and asked them if they're free on Saturday night, they already assumed I have a party although I told them I'm not sure since I only started planning like, 10 minutes ago that I'd have the party and they even told me that even if they have other plans, they'd blow it off and go to my party.

I'm not really in the mood for a party TODAY but I've terrible mood swings so I think I've conditioned myself by Saturday so I'll be ready to get myself wasted that night. It doesn't even matter if only 2 of my friends would go. I've been so consumed with work or "stress" this past few weeks and maybe I really need this break and I deserve it so drowning myself with aclohol even if it's just with 2 other friends sounds really good to me. Hmmm... I texted the usual suspects: my blockmates, my gf's and my cousins.

Shucks. I've totally no idea what to prepare for Saturday. I know there has to have food as in solid food like spaghetti or something. I'm totally fine with just ya know, crackers and then butt loads of beer and hard drinks, but I'd have guests (assuming my friends don't have plans or if ever they do, they'd rather go to the faraway land of Alabang) so I'd have to conisder that. Hmmm... Can my sister and brother possibly sponsor?! C'mown.