"Dream job."

I've just started officially working my new job this week. 3rd day on the job and already, I was forced to stay in the office til 9pm. WOW. So okay. I'm working in Enterprise, in the 25th floor, in a world-class company. Workload's heavy, the people are tough and there's so much is expected from me. During the interviews, there's just one thing my bosses wanted to know: can I handle it? I only gave one answer: BRING IT ON. Right now, I really feel like I'm the main character in Devil Wears Prada. I've a job a lot of people would wanna have. The only difference is, I like my job. I feel insecure all the time and most of the time, I'm pretending that I know what I'm doing. Jobs are piling up and I'm expected to deliver results. What I love about it all is that there's a lot of brainstorming going on and we bring it all to life. It's just amazing.

Time. I've always had time in my hands. I had the time to do whatever I want and now, this "dream job," I feel is sucking all the life out of me. I'm always tired, and hungry and all I wanna do is SLEEP. Seriously. And I'm talking like this on the first frikkin weekend after my first frikkin week. I'm not complaining. I knew from the beginning this job is super demanding. I'm just simply saying.