Cursed!!!

I feel like I'm cursed. I mean..I'm supposed to be lucky this year!!! All that seems to be happening to me is pure bad luck.

I'm so down and I'm hating it. It's ticking me off because it seems that I can't control anything that's happening!!! The thing is..nothing's happening and I'm just not myself. Sure, I put on a happy face but I'm just not feeling it inside. That's it..I feel empty.

I'm not celebrating my 20th birthday. NO NO NO! No party, no session, no nothing. Unless something amazing happens, I'll never celebrate my 20th birthday. It'll be another normal day. So please please! Just gimme a Razr3! I dunno if that would make me really happy..but at least I'll get something I really want...