Christmas is making me fat.

Seriously. Last week, I lost 2 pounds, not a big deal but hey that's 2 pounds. This sporty thing that I've been trying is actually working. I can see my flabs turn into abs. Haha! Just for the record, I'm actually pretty comfortable with my body. I've no intentions of having rock-hard abs because I've learned to love my "bilbils." Haha. Let me put it this way, I don't mind having bilbils but I still wanna be able to wear my jeans without having muffin tops. Bibils are cute, I think. I mean, Janet Jackson's abs are gross.

All this working out may seem to be out of my vanity but there's a reason why I work our harder than anyone in my household.I just seriously want to be healthy. I know I don't eat right, but I'm trying..I really am. It's just that when I get asthma attacks, I can't help but imagine myself 10 or even 5 years from now. I've seen some of my relatives with asthma and it ain't good. That's why I sometimes force myself to jog for an hour. But damn it! Christmas is making me fat. The days are colder and all I wanna do stay under my comforter and sleep. I stepped on the scale and I gained back the 2 pounds. I think it's because of the weekend I just had. Lotsa parties, lotsa food to eat. Plus, the BEST UBE IN THE WORLD is driving me nuts and the cookies my sisters are baking. It's me, who stole the cookie from the cookie jar...arggghhh! I actually feel heavier and I'm in that holiday mood already. All I wanna do is sleep and eat. Plus it's that time of month, ya know and it's giving me cramps. It's the perfect excuse for me to eat all I want and skip all these sporty stuff. Lucky for me, I've never really lost or gained a lot of weight. I'm constantly between 110-112lbs. (Except when I went to the US, where I gained 6 pounds. I was heaviest at 117lbs).

Hayyyy....wimmin and their weight issues!!! I think this is partly because my parents always tell me how fat I'm getting or how big my thighs are. Oh please. I'm NOT fat. I may not have the best legs in the world but at least I can wear my short shorts and still look decent. And the good thing is: I'm not underweight and I'm not overweight either. I've no eating disorder of some kind that a lot of girls are suffering from because of the pressures of life.

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I enjoy reading blogs. I like to know how people think, what matters to them and how they see their everyday experiences. I even read blogs of people I don't know. It amazes me how people can be so the same and so different. Most of all, it's cool that there are so many talented writers out there! I sometimes wish I could write half as good.

Anyway, a friend just told me about this blog: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Basically, people just mail in their secrets and the owner publishes the best ones on his/her site. Pretty cool!

This one's funny:


Seriously! Hahaha! Well..okay.. maybe I am privileged and SOMETIMES shallow...but definitely not stupid. Hahaha!