Hayy buhay nga naman.

I still can't believe that a friend of mine died this morning. He got into a car accident 2 nights ago and now he's gone. We took the same course in college, and he was the JEMA president 2 years ago. We weren't very close, but we knew each other well. He was also my ka-carpool so we really spent a lot of time together. He would sometimes pick me up at home and we would be talking non-stop (except for the morning shifts when I fell asleep). He was a very talkative guy and we never really ran out of things to talk about. He'd give me advice about the marketing subjects I was taking that he already took, he would share his rants and raves about his day, JEMA stuff, jokes.. He's intelligent and he's a nice guy. I'd see him serve at Church too. He was just that guy who was involved in everything. It's really just tragic that he would die in a tragic accident and at such a young age.

Maybe I'll see u in another life, Chris.
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The cell sessions are actually helpful. I still have my doubts. I still don't read the Bible and I haven't prayed yet. (Take note of the word "yet" at the end of my sentence. Does that word in the end mean I intend to do it in the future?). There's still angst in me and sometimes I feel like it wil always be here. I'm getting tired of being mad, actually. I'm beginning to be indifferent and indifferent is the last thing I want to be.

"They say death kills you, but death doesn't kill you. Boredeom and indifference kill you."
-Iggy Pop