Not Enough...

I was supposed to have an OBE this morning but I kept tossing and turning.. My soul went in and out of my body thrice. I was calming myself so I could explore but I had a test to worry about..so I ended up not doing it. Or maybe I'm still scared.. If anyone's reading this..you'll probably think it weird. Damn.. "my soul went in and out of my body"...HUWATTT?!?!

I love psychology tests. They're gonna give you this situation and they'll ask you what would you do if.. I think it's really cool and somewhat accurate. BUT DAMN!! With the test I took, the results were:

1. I have problems now and "may mga peste sa buhay mo", as my psychology friend told me.
2. I am not a worrier.
3. I avoid my problems.
4. I am open to relationships.
5. I see myself as an old lady. (HUWAT?!)
6. I see my significant other as disposable.
7. I see my significant other as disposable. (AGAIN..)
8. I hold grudges.
9. I see sex as something dirty.
10. Life after death would be a happy place.

Hhhhhhmmmm...accuracy. As for problems, they're not major problems. Like I said, I may only be experiencing crisis..or I'm just moody. I'm pretty happy now. As for the pests in my life...hhmm.. I dunno. 2 I think is accurate. 3, well maybe I do avoid my problems. And yes, I'm open to relationships. I see myself as an old lady. Crap. What is this? Maybe..because of this crisis? (And Zaza's reaction to this was.. "OMG Ate Edel!!" Of course, she's thinking I'll end up as an old maid). As for my significant other..hmmm..there's no significant other so I dunno if this is true. Yes. I hold grudges. About sex..man. I always thought sex is a wonderful thing. I still do, actually..so I guess..this one's wrong. Life after death..I do believe in that and I think that no matter what happens, life after death will definitely be better than this life.
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Old maid. Jeez. First of all, I'm 20. Gawwddd. I have my whole life ahead of me man. I can't believe people are starting to think I'll be an old maid. This is just pathetic. Criminy.
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"I am beautiful no matter what they say..words can't bring me down!"

Oh-my-ged. Do I even have to start singing this song? Nope. Actually..I've heard from my friend that I'm doing okay with this one. Out of the blue, she told me that her friends were just talking about me and bleh bleh. This will never get into my head. It's funny because she texted me and told that to me when I was being melodramatic and shit. It cheered me up a little then I forgot about it..then obviously now, I remembered it. Sometimes, hearing compliments ain't enough.

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I have scars on my face. Had my warts removed so I have all these "beauty marks" as George calls it. But my frikking hands just wanna peel them..and they did. Bad bad. Now there aren't a lot. It's an interesting experience though. I had the beauty marks since Friday and I've gone to the mall. From afar, everything's just normal but when people get near me, they give me that oohh-what-happened-to-your-frikking-face look. It's funny. Hehe.. But since I peeled it off minutes ago...they're sort of gone..but I think I have to be prepared for the worst. Oh no.

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Abby's got a boyfriend. Yey! I'm happy for her. I knew she and Gaston would be together sooner or later. Hehe. Have to have a bonding session with Gaston though.. like the one we had with Jet. Haha! And the countdown continues. Gawwdd.. Why did we even have that frikking countdown. It's down to me, Marga, Karla and Ida. Well, I thought Ida was going before Abby..but life plays tricks on you. But Ida..I'll give her until April...hhhmmm.. haha! then Karla.. As for Marga and I..we're going for the record. We'll be spending another Valentine's as each other's valentine. Haha.

Ohh crap. Yeah. Remember Valentine's? Gawwdd... Ate Merlyn and her frikking mouth "O.. Edel, kaw lang walang flowers?! Hayyy... Ahihihihi!" I wanted to crush her. I could literally do that though. But of course I had to give her my sarcastic smile. Guess that was my karma. What goes around comes around...