What's happening?! I've gone MAD!

Criminy...I just realized..I can't party every day. Damn. So here I am biting my tongue once again. Hehe. It's just tiring and my lungs..oh my lungs.. HAYYYY!!! It's nice today that I'm home before dinner. And tomorrow's another day.
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Tomorrow's another day. Criminy. The officers of my org really really suck. They're all lousy. It seems like they're not doing anything. They're all just posers. Posing as leaders of what used to be the biggest org in La Salle. Jeez. Green Evolution should be this huge event, with dozens of sponsors, a fashion show and bands. BANDS!!! I mean, there's a lot of really cool bands out there, and they got only one. One frikking band whom I don't even know. WHAT IS THAT?! And the sponsors? No greater than 5. Argh!! And it should be frikking hosted by a frikking professional! But who is hosting? MOI. Fuck that. I only found out yesterday. They weren't even planning on telling me. Fuck that again. If I didn't call Mr. Next JEMA President of my beloved org, I'd probably won't know until now. Fuck them. Fuck all of them. Oh and yeah..the tickets! The fucking tickets! Friday last week, in Yuchengco while I was patiently waiting for the driver to pick me up, these two guys one of which is Mr. Next JEMA President, came to me. They were just gonna greet me and ask me why I'm alone then that other guy asked me,

"Uy may kilala kang printing press?"
"Nge! Ako! Printing press ako!"
"Ahhh ganon ba? Tara, akyat tayo sa Marketing department..may papagawa kame."

While walking to the Marketing Dept, they were telling me that they needed it by Sunday, meaning they're giving me 2 days to finish it. I told them it was gonna be expensive. But they didn't have any other choice since I'm their only option. I entered the room, and I saw this other guy designing the ticket. HUWAT?! They weren't done designing the frikking ticket yet! And it still has to be approved by Ms. Zamora. So I called my mom, asked her if we can finish it by Sunday. Then I check my watch. It's already 5pm. Operating hours are over. And Papa happened to have announced that they won't be working the following day, so we can't do it. I just told them that they had to print it out from the computer, and I told them, I could do it. They were just so happy that I could do it. And they started to hit on me. Ohhh gawwwddd... *PUKE* (FYI: pronounced as pyuk). So Saturday came, I printed it cut it myself and tada! Sure, my back hurt and my arms were tired, but it was done. Sunday came, they told me they're picking it up in my house but they didn't. They asked me if I could just bring it to the current JEMA president's house...he's my neighbor. As if I had a fucking choice. I called him first. No answer. Texted him about 10 times, no reply. Since I came home late and I did some other stuff, I was able to go to his house, 11pm. Rang the doorbell, no answer. Rang his phone, still no answer. So finally I just went home and texted him to pick it up the next morning.

Monday, they had the tickets approved. Tuesday, saw Mr. Next JEMA President in McDo when my groupmates and I were entering the car to Dish. Didn't say anything about it. Wednesday: Saw that other guy who asked me if I knew a printing press. Didn't say anything too. I even had to remind him that they owe me 5k. Then while sitting in Yuchengco. this girl approached me and asked me if I could come on the event. I told her I'm not sure since it's my brother's graduation dinner, but I'll try. It was weird. She wanted to ask me something else, but she didn't. I texted Mr. Next JEMA President because I realized, they weren't selling tickets yet. Then he told me bullshit stuff. So okay. I put the thing to rest. Then while I was waiting yesterday, he called me and told me how I could get the tickets that I should sell. Then as if it wasn't that important, he said

"Uy ikaw ang host ah."
"AKO?!"
"Oo, sino pa ba? Edi ikaw."
"Ehh hindi ako sure kung punta ako kase graduation ng brother ko."
"Ahh..."
*awkward silence* It was like he was waiting for me to say something...
"Pero try ko...sige I'll let you know agad."

I knew it was coming. I knew that girl was gonna ask me to host the fucking event. And, there. I'm running for a position, so I'm torn. I have to show them that I'm dedicated and all that jazz. So there. I'm hosting the frikking event that no one would really be going. ARGH!!! If I don't get the fucking position I'm running for, they'll be frikking sorry. MWAHAHAHAHAHA! But I'm still really mad..
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Another thing to be really mad about. Hmmm... my relatives. What the fuck are they thinking?! I call them hypocrites. They're accusing Tita * of stealing their money with that insurance shit. Backstabbing her, laughing at her, calling her names. And there they're stealing from MY FAMILY's money?! For crying out loud! Papa gave them sooo much: offered them a job, helped them when they were in need, supported them not just financially. We gave them our full trust. And to think, they've been stealing for 7 fucking years! So just imagine just how much money they got. 1M? Not even close. To hell with them! I call them thieves and I'm not afraid to call them that. They're deceitful and evil. All for what? For a new cellphone model every month? A digicam? Branded clothes? Jewelry? Educational plans of their kids? Medical insurance? FUCK FUCK FUCK ALL OF THAT. Arrogant bitches. I mean, if they needed money, Papa or even my mom, would have given them options. But no. They didn't want to admit to the whole world they were in need..so they stole. I would understand Tita * going to Mom, asking for money. Nothing's wrong with that. She promises to pay. And for me, whether or not she pays the whole amount, at least she's honest and there's effort there, that she's going to pay. And you know, she's doing that because she really needs it. Not because she wants to have the latest camera phone.

At ang kapal ng mukha nilang sabihing kay Mama na hindi niya sila kinakausap o pinapansin. ANO NAMANG GUSTO NILA? SI MAMA PA ANG LUMAPIT?! KAPAL NG MUKHA! Buti nga at nakaramdam sila ng hiya kay Ate Erin. Mahiya sila dahil talagang nakakahiya ang ginawa nila at mga hipokrito sila.