Walking Contradiction, Indeed.

I am able to prove once again, that I contradict myself. But everytime I do, I mean it. Haayyyy... Just wanna get that out.
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Comments! May golay, may comments pala! I'm such a moron. I only realized that people have left comments on my entries. Haha. I had to check all my previous entries.. Jeez. But I appreciate the comments, people. Walking contradiction...hayyy!!!
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I dunno why I still have bangungots, a.k.a "OBE's". Damn. I've prayed that night, but there I was 6 am, experiencing another bangungot. I was shaking but I can't move..argh. I hate it!

Oh yeah. My dream test results: I seek for SECURITY AND CONTROL.

Hmmm.... Control, that's true. I've removed my nose ring for good. I'm done with all that. (Another contradiction: I remember saying I'll wear it 'til I'm a Lola..). The reason I had it in the first place was because I wanted to show the world that I can do anything, but turns out, not quite. But I'd like to think NOT YET. I'll gain that control soon. (NAKS!)

Security? Maybe..
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My Dad agreed to buy me the Motorola Razr V3. Woohoo! There's a catch of course. I have to pay him the excess and I've already thought of how. It's alll written in the white board in my room. It'll take a while but it's all worth it. Wow. I'm beginning to be techy! I swear, I've had all my other techy buys lined up.
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Marga asked me if I want to appear in an AMA ad. Huwat? AMA? Gawwdd... but the chosen ones will be given 5k. OK! Haha! I'm in desperate need for money for that V3. I'd do just about anything for money. Besides, she said no uniforms, no close up shots and it'll appear in the newspaper. Not a lot of people I know reads newspapers regularly..hehehe!!! So I hope I get chosen!