Another Weird Dream

What's up with my dreams?! 2 nights ago, I had a dream where my friend got pregnant. Damn. That's all I remember. She was pregnant and she didn't know what to do. I have no idea what this means at all. I haven't seen her for a really long time... Jeez..
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Hmmm...yesterday, I had a chance to catch up with Diane and Jam. After my test in Stat (frkking confusing), I had 30 minutes before my next class. There was nothing to do so I just waited outside my classroom, then I bumped into Diane. We went down to our usual tambayan, Yuchengco. Yadda yadda. Everything's the same except that their thesis is making her life harder. Then I didn't have my last class because my prof was absent and I had 1 and a half hours to kill (I had to wait for my carpool..). And Jam was in "loner status". Haha. He was in McDo when I texted him and he bought me Twister Fries (sarrrap!). Then we stayed in Yuchengco again. As always, he'd joke around and tease me with my gothic-looking-when-was-the-last-time-he-took-a-bath crushes. (FYI, they're all cute and they don't look like they don't take a bath!). And I told him I'm over them which led to who is the guy this time? Well for an intro, I told him he was a different, a "good boy", gentleman and he seems religious and that I feel like he's "too good" for me. I didn't wanna tell him who because he might know him and the last thing I need is another guy teasing me with him, like Ted does. So he made some guesses and turned out, he doesn't know him. *Whew! (So yeah..I told him who..damn it!). And as for him, he has a huge crush on one of my friends (not close..) since I can remember and they're seatmates in one of their classes, and he still doesn't have the courage to talk to her. Man! Talk about major torpe, now I call him "LOOOOSER". And then he asked me if I've had a boyfriend, then I said no. As expected, he made fun of me. So I asked him if he did, and he said yes...back in the fifth grade. Haha! That's not even a real relationship.

Then as our conversation started to become serious, 2 DO's went up to us and said that we should throw our McDo trash in the trashcan before someone else sees us. Jam was just terrified. He thought we're going to the Discipline Office. Then they asked if my nose ring was real. Duuhhh. I see that DO guy almost everyday and he sees me with it and even Mang Jack has seen me wear it a million times. First of all, I'm not a friking loser who'd have a stick on nose ring. Urgh. Secondly, why the fuck would I do that?! Then I quickly explained to them that it was just a stick on. So they wanted me to take it off, in front of them. Jeez. "Ay..hindi pwede..kase may glue yan eh..sa CR ko pa dapat tanggalin..may glue.." And I was soo calm and relaxed as if I knew exactly what to say. Then they left.

We just bursted into laughter when they were out of sight. Jam couldn't believe how relaxed I was and I couldn't believe how he looked like he was gonna wet his pants. Then he said that he's a little like that when he's talking to a girl he likes. He's very awkward and he doesn't know what to say. As for me, I'm sort of like that too, but at least I'm not totally quiet. In fact, I can talk to everyone else, I just single him out a little. (ARGH! I dunno why I do that!). And he said that me doing that would just make it even more obvious. Man oh man. And then he said something that really made sense. He says that it's stupid how girls here in the Philippines (he basically grew up in Indonesia) don't want the guy to know they she likes him. Why would we want that, right? It's gonna be embarrassing and it's gonna be awkward and what if he doesn't like me, right right right?! And then he says that that's how it is and I'll be missing that chance of maybe he likes me too. And if he doesn't, no biggie, move on. Good point. But then again, I ask him why he can't talk to that girl. Then he says that he can't see himself with her. Man. He makes sense if wants to. His type of girl is someone he sees himself with. Naks. So he asks if I see myself with that new guy. (Hmmmm...Do I?! I'd like to think so..but I feel like we're so different.). And then he said something about the singles syndrome. Like when you see this person, in my case a girl and you're sure you're much much better looking, then you see her with a boyfriend, you tell yourself.. "HUWAT?!?! How come SHE has one and I don't?!" Haha. True true. Or like you see your crush with a girl like that.."Man..that could've been me!" Haha. So moral of the story?! I HAVE NO IDEA. CLUELESS.