It's A Beautiful Day!

Yes it is. I'm just happy. Simple as that. I wish everyday would be like this..hayyy. Going to school for my one and only MWF class isn't so bad..it's not bad at all. Haha. Plus! Today's a Monday and That's 70's Show later at 8pm. I won't forget this time. I don't think I ever will because he kept reminding me, "Ey Edel, 8pm later ah." Haha. Little things. I'm not assuming. I wouldn't want to like before because if I did and he backs out (like everyone else) then I'd be disappointed. So let's just leave it at that so everyone's happy.
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Hmm..I've perfected A Thousand Miles (Yey! easy lang pala eh!)..well it's not really that perfect but pretty soon and I my fingers won't slip..now I just have to master singing while playing. I started My Immortal but I dunno the part after that intro. I need to hear it but it's difficult to hear it when Amy Lee is singing...I end up singing along! Haha..but I'll find a way..
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Everytime I remember White Chicks, I can't help but smile. It's just so funny. It's even more hilariious when Zaza and I do the "They wanna talk about mooooother!" part. Haha. And! I know A Thousand Miles. Haha!!!
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What else? Ahh yeah my psycho dream. I dunno why I dreamt what I did since I'm happy and all. It's weird. In my dream, I wanted to commit suicide so I bought these suicide pills. I had 1 and it says in the prescription that after 24 hours, I'd die. Then sometime during the day, I realized I didn't want to die so I spent my remaining hours researching and looking for the antidote. I remember being really scared when my remaining hours were running out. I didn't wanna sleep because I might never wake up. Then after 24 hours, I didn't die. I read the prescription again then it was written there (I didn't know why I didn't see it before..but I swear it wasn't there!) that I need to take like 3 or 5 pills. Whew! Then I woke up. Man what a frikking dream!!! What could it mean?! I mean, I thought about dying and I've pictured myself dead. I've had a couple of dreams actually of me dying and everytime I wake up, I have tears in my eyes. But this one's really bizarre...I'm still trying to figure it out.
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Before Sunrise and Before Sunset..I swear..They're my two favorite movies of alllll time. Friday, I went to Marga's house to watch it with Ida, Kathy and of course Marga. I've seen Before Sunset Thursday night and I was just really high. So that night after watching and I couldn't sleep, I went online hoping I could talk to someone about it. I saw Ida and Marga online. Originally, we were to watch a movie, the whole barkada but due to our scheds, it was cancelled. Then Marga said she has the VCD for Before Sunrise, then I had the Before Sunset dibidi so we all decided to watch the 2 at Marga's. And we did. It was the best. The whole movie was just so romantic. (As much as I want to convert to being a realist...it seems like I'm a natural romantic..really runs in the family..) The setting was Europe, the perfect place for romance.

Before Sunrise was where it all began. They were both in a train to Vienna. I wouldn't want to spoil the cute details for those who haven't seen it (yeah right..as if there are other people reading this thing!). They meet and they start to talk. Its their whole conversation actually. It was so perfect. They talked about their hopes, dreams, passion, their personal lives, sex and that same day they fall in love with each other. (Argh! Ok..I'm trying to convince myself that it's a movie and it'll never happen in real life, but of course the other part of me, which I haven't fully supressed yet, is telling me to believe that it could happen, and that's exactly what I wanna happen with me! Gawwwddd..). And how could they not?! The place was so beautiful, with the fortune teller, the bum who made a kick ass poem for them. And that same night, they made love. The sad thing of course was that it was the only night they had together and they decided to leave it at that since Celine was going to Paris and Jesse had to go back to the US. But when they were in the train station, they kissed and they decided to meet each other after 6 months. It was the only thing they had from each other. No picture, no exchange of phone numbers or address, they didn't know each other's last names. All they had was the memory of that wonderful night together and the promise that they'd meet after 6 months.

Before Sunset, 9 years later and the movie was literally made 9 years after Before Sunrise. The setting this time was Paris. PARIS!!! As you watch, you go with them around the beautiful city as they talk. What I loved about this was that their conversation really was only an hour and 2o minutes long and they were really walking around the streets of Paris that long. The conversation became more natural. They were older and it was obvious in the lines of their faces that 9 years has really passed. They were different people, but with the way they talked, it's like they were never separated. Wahh. They tried to pick up from where they left off, only this time Jesse's married with a 4 year old kid, Celine had a boyfriend. And they of course, talked about what might have been. It's sad really. You could see it in their eyes the burning desire but it's not that easy given the life they have in the present. Still, they talked openly about everything and they were constantly flirting. And the whole situation was still so cute. Jesse was in Paris promoting his best seller book. A book he wrote for 3 years just to tell a story about an American guy and a French girl meeting in a train ride to Vienna. So obviously, after so many years, he still remembered every detail. Urgh..isn't that the sweetest thing ever?! (with the White Chicks accent!). I mean, it is! Jesse has immortalized that night he had with Celine. Celine on the other hand, seemed to have fully moved on. She talked about that night as if everything was fine. It's only towards the end (when they were in the car) when she bursts out her feelings and how that night still haunts her, thinking of what might have been. And of course, I'll never forget that one song Celine wrote, "The Waltz". If someone would write a frikking song or poem like that about me...wow. I dunno..I'd dissolve into molecules! Haha!

I'm like Celine in so many ways, and she's soo right when she said that she's an independent woman and she tries so hard to project to everyon that she's fine by herself which is really not true since she needs to feel loved by a man (that ain't the exact words ah). Geez.. am I like that?! Haha. Damn. Just this Saturday I was drinking with my cousins and of course, I wouldn't let that opportunity just pass by, right? Haha. I got tipsy of course when Ida texted me this friend quote. And I totally replied something really embarrassing.. I can't even put it here. Gawddd. I can't even believe I did that. Haha. Basta!!! Anyway..Celine Celine. When she talked about not being a romantic anymore and how she felt numb..hmm...that made me think... The last thing I wanna be is numb...