Losing my Temper yet again!

Well..tomorrow's labor day and although my bosses are coming to work, I'm not...

I'm waiting for Kuya Colin whom, at this time has really pissed me off. For so long, I've been really patient with him, but he's just a fucking jerk who takes advantage of my parents' kindness.

1. He has Monday sickness. He always comes up with an excuse so he won't go to work on Mondays. And we all know how Mondays can be so stressful. Major traffic jams, especially in the morning. So that leaves Mom driving herself all the way to Quezon City. One time he told me his knee was injured, when he told Kuya Tony that same day his shoulder was injured. So ano ba talaga!?!?!?

2. He drives like he owns the car. Tsss.. He'd go race with other cars and when he's pissed he doesn't care if someone's inside. Not to be a bitch here, but if something happens to the car because of his frikkin' ego, he won't be paying the bills.

3. He plays basketball. Nothing wrong with that, but he leaves the house without telling anyone and when someone needs him, he's nowhere to be found and cannot be reached. He's not paid to let us wait while he plays.

Argghhh!!!! So many times my parents have wanted to fire him, but they're just too nice and they can't do it. And besides, it's hard to look for a driver who actually knows how to get anywhere.


Hayyy...where the hell is he?!?! Oohh and by the way, BINAGSAKAN NIYA AKO NG TELEPONO!!! San ka pa?!?!?! Soonnnn of a bitch!!! GRRRRR!!!!

I Need A Break

I may have been going out of town a lot lately: Donsol and Cam Sur...but if I could do that every week end, I really would. This job of mine is soooo toxic. By the end of the week, I really need to go somewhere and do something so I could forget all about it and recharge.

My room's a mess. I don't even have the time to fix it. All my stuff are in Zaza's bed. Haha. Maybe I do it because it's quite a change that no one's there every morning I wake up. With my stuff there, there's something there. And during the weekends, I really don't wanna do anything!!!

Today's pay day. Somehow I feel with all the work I'm doing, I am underpaid. I've been going home really late. I mean, I'm still here. It's a Friday, 8:50pm (well..I've been done by 8:00pm, and i'm just waiting for Sab to pick me up cos we're going to NIna's party), but still. 8pm!?!?! And to think, this is early. THis week, I've been going home at 9 - 10pm. Hayyy... I like my job, but this project I'm handling is really stressful. My client's up my ass all the fucking time and she even calls me at 11 fucking pm!!! Doesn't she know the relevance of working hours?! HELLO!!!

But anyway, good vibes..

I wonder where Sab is!!! I'm sooo hungry. I'm trying to save money by bringin baon...but in the morning, I wake up late and don't have the time to prepare it. Ate Merlyn's the only househelp so I have to do it myself. What will we do without Ate Merlyn?! We seriously would go crazy. She knows where everything is, and it's amazing she knows how to cook. A good one at that, too! Aww criminy, I'm really hungry. Shi just texted me to wait 15 mins...

I'm alone in the office. Dumdidum...

Ohh shit. Spidey 3 is coming up and I won't be in Manila to watch it with my friends in iMax!!! Argh. I'll be in Fontana for the event. I'll be there from may 5 - May 11. Shit!!! I'm glad it's almost over though.

I realize now why advertising people curse all the time. Haha. I've been cursing a lot lately. I wanna smack my client in the head, and do a lot of illegal things to her. She's sooo annoying!!! But I feel sorry for her in a way. Because of her work load, she's always doing over time and since she's working for a cigarette company, it's okay to smoke. And we're talking about majority of the company smoking! For those reasons, she had a miscarriage. Poor girl. She's only 28 but she looks like she's 35. Hayyy.. I hope I don't be like that!!

I'm soooo hungger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE ARE THEY?!?!??!?!?!

Come South, Cam Sur

Hayy...thank goodness for Cam Sur. If only I could go there every weekend and unwind... I really wanna learn to wakeboard now!!! I have to!!!

Anyway, I'm lazy to write about it. I'll post pictures.

No more pussy smell!!

After days of agony of having my sister's cat live in her room (we share a common bathroom so her cat can easily enter our room), Dylan's back on the den. Haha.. I've been pissed for days. I mean, I'm fine if they want him in her room. It's ther stinkin' cat!!! But they don't take care of it. They haven't groomed him for weeks and they haven't cleaned up his litterbox as well.. i mean..it really did stink in there. Hairball everywhere. It was gross.. Thank god I didn't get an asthma attack. This morning, I threatened Ate Erin that if she won't take her cat out, or clean its mess...I will throw Dylan out. I dunno where but I'll do everything in my power so it'll get lost. I'm not plannning to kill him of course (hellO! I had a cat!)...well..it was really just a threat..and it worked! YEY!!!!!

I miss the beach!

I miss going to the beach.

A couple of weeks ago, I went to Donsol. Now, THAT's an experience I'll never forget. I think sometimes people forget how beautiful this country is. Kids now just go to Bora and I really don't appreciate them throwing up on the beach (wow..I just referred to these people as "kids"). Many people are aware that Donsol is the whale shark capital of the Philippines, but there's more to see in Donsol. The 12 hour bus ride from Manila to Legazpi was excruciating...it was really, really long. But at least we got to appreciate Mayon Volcano. And then we had to rent a van to take us on a 2-hour road trip to Donsol, which happens to be the hometown of our driver, Kuya Colin! Of course, we stayed on a budget inn. But it was okay. It was a decent place that served good food, had airconditioning and the bath room was clean. We went on a hike and we got to see egrets. We saw around a thousand white birds flock to this beautiful swamp..place. Hehe. The pictures we got don't do justice to the place at all because it was beautiful. At night, we went to see fireflies. We took a 30-minute boat ride to the place where the fireflies were partying. It was pretty!!! And then of course, the highlight of the whole trip was when we swam with the big, big butandings, all 15 of them. Thank goodness for those wonderful fins I bought, I was able to really swim with those wonderful creatures. And yes, I touched the biggest one. I couldn't help it!!! It was soooo close. As in super! I'd wanna do that again.

It's summer and I've only gone to the sea once. Next week, we're going to CamSur!!! Yey wakeboarding! For weeks now, I've been thinking of going to the beach and bum. It'd be great to be a beach bum even for a few days..or..fine..1 weekend. I wish I have a yacht and I could just go anywhere I like anytime. Hayyyy...

I can't wait for the CDO trip with my girlfriends..it'll be in October.. OCTOBER!!! That's soooo far away!!!

For now, I'll just imagine I'm Jessica Alba in Into the Blue, or that blonde girl in Blue Crush. Wahhhhhhhhh... I feel so deprived!!!

Updates, Updates!

On Work Matters:

Work is stressful as usual, but I'm getting used to it. It's just crazy when the client's up your ass all the time. I'm enjoying my officemates. When my boss eats out with us, she charges it to the company which is super! Hahaha!

On Money Matters:

I'm counting every centavo. I'm trying to save save save. I think I shall "invest." And so I have to talk to Tita Norma, probably tomorrow. Goal is to earn my first million before I'm 30. No game plan yet..

On Family Matters:

I'm pissed that Ate Erin gets to take the car all the time and I have to take the shuttle. She has a higher salary and she doesn't spend for toll and gas. Unfair. Her car was sold. That was supposed to be mine. And she walks around the house and announces "Kailangan ko ung koche," like WE have to adjust to HER needs. She doesn't have a care in the world. As long as she's okay, she doesn't care.

On Girlfriend Matters:

I was irritated last Monday that I did everything for that day in The Palms. Drove to Ortigas to pick them up (they were late, take note), brought them to The Palms, for what supposedly was a relaxing day, and even if they could've brought a car, I still went all the way back to Ortigas. It was all on me..well they chipped in for gas, but that was just enough to cover for that day. I was a taxi driver and events planner. NEVER AGAIN.

On Cell Group Matters:

Funniest thing, I had an epiphany. Meredy (?) led the sharing and she was great. Haha. Enzo says I'm still "mocking," but I'm not. Rolling of the eyes and the sarcastic remarks and tone is typical me. Have to work on that. But yes, I'm not pessimistic anymore. That's why I'll keep coming back (granted that I don't have OT on Wednesdays).

On Being Proactive Matters:

Three different people, on different conversations told me this week: "You need someone more dominant than you, or else, you're just gonna boss him around." Haha. And I've allowed people to actually "pimp" me. Jan found a potential date. It's so funny. Anyway, if you think you wanna date me, tara. Just ask me out. I won't turn you down. (Haha! Online dating? Uhh...doesn't work for me). Aga's actually more excited than I am.

On Other Matters:

I'm sick and tired of people saying that all the people running for office is no good. Just shut up already!!! Everyone's corrupt, everyone's a self-centered bastard. Yeah, yeah.. We've all heard that before. Voting is a right, y'all better maxmize it and make decisions that you think is right, and not vote for people because they're cute (I know a lot of people voting for Chiz because he's cute?!), or because other people tell you to do so. Make an informed choice. Research dammit! Effort naman jan! But most of all, don't just rely on these public officials to make everything go away. You just gotta do your own thing and contribute to the society. Okay?!

Summer 2007

Summer's here! Finally. As usual, I'm in my worst shape. I've been eating too much and not burning calories. It's weird that II work out a lot during rainy season, when I won't be in the beach in my bikini. Haha!


Holy Week and Spending My Own Money

It's a little strange that this year's holy week, we stayed home. Usually, we'd go somewhere for vacation. Maybe my parents are getting old. It started last year. For the first time, we did Visita Iglesia. We didn't go to the beach like we used to, but I remember that we went to Palawan last year. This summer, we have yet to go somewhere for vacation as a family. Maybe there aren't any plans because my parents just went to Africa. It's fine. Last week, I had the chance to go swimming with the Butandings with a bunch of Loyola Mountaineers and TriShark. The goddesses are planning to go to Camarines Sur this April as well. Ahh.. the perks of earning my own money. I can do what I want, go where I want...given of course that I can afford it. Nothing beats the free vacations my parents give us. Of course it's fun to go to the beach with my friends and do whatever but we're all on a budget. Going on vacation with my parents is just really comfortable. We get to stay in nice hotels and resorts and we get to eat good food and the great thing about that is I don't get to spend a centavo. Everything's computed now: Fare, Accommodation, Food, everything. But I love it that I'm earning now. I haven't gone on a shopping splurge, and I don't think I ever will...THIS YEAR. Haha! I'm only on my way of getting my first million. Haha!


Where My Money Goes

I've been working for almost 3 months now. My first purchase was the: INCUBUS LIGHT GRENADES album. And then, I threw my birthday party. So *poof!* Money gone. Of course I've my expenses. It's funny how home service massages, haircuts, and tips eat up my money. I just realized that that's really where my money goes. And I think I should really STOP myself from buying Fraps in Starbuck's (it really is addicting!), sandwiches in Oliver's and all the good food in The Enterprise Cafeteria. I've allocation for my commuting expenses of course. Plus, I've expenses when I got out with my friends. I cannot NOT go out, right?! I like good food. I spend to eat good food. Hayy...


WORK WORK WORK

I've been working for this new company for less than a month, and I can't believe I've been sooooo excited and relieved that Holy Week is here. I've been a bum since Thursday morning and I'm so happy that I'm finally not worrying about work stuff, at least not until Tuesday. I've been missing out on my movies and tv shows. This staying at home for holy week is actually working because I get to watch movies! I bought dvd's in powerbooks: Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Olivero, Magnifico. Kuya Nono has a lot of movies in his laptop, and I've watched Take the Lead, Happy Feet. We had The Office marathon. I'm gonna be watching Blood Diamond and Pursuit of Happyness a little later. And the time in between: I was sleeping and / or eating. I've been catching up on my zzz's!!! Har har har. And okay.. I'm trying to work out. I don't wanna look like a bloated Butanding in my bikini. Yeah.. so I guess I'll work out now... after Number One Single. Haha!


PROACTIVE!!!

It's time to be proactive! As Aga and I promised ourselves. I guess it's really time for me to really go out there and get me some hunka hunka lovin'. Haha! Aga and I've had that proactive talk probably a month ago and I haven't been doing anything. Uh-oh. Thing is, I really dunno where to look anymore. School's over. At work? There's really no one there. Bars? Not my thing hooking up in bars. And besides, when I go out, I go out to chill and have fun, not to look for guys. Hayyy... Whatever. I'm watching Number One Single now, and Lisa Loeb is single at 37, and she really wants to have a baby. at 37, single. Hmmmm... Will I ever have that problem? At 37, will I still be single, worrying of whether I'd go to a sperm bank because I wanna have a kid. Arrrrrgggggghhhhhh! Haha.. NO NO NO!