Pills, Pills, Pills

A few months ago, my doctor told me to take pills because I have hormonal imbalance. It's amazing that when I googled what I was feeling for what seems like weeks, the brand of the pills I'm taking appears!!! Urgh..I hate this! I've been reading all the side effects experienced by all the other users, that's exactly how I feel! It's like I'm experiencing ALL of the side effects.. grrr..

1. Hungry all the time but I feel bloated and I feel like I wanna throw up. -- I HATE HATE HATE THIS! Sometimes, all I think about is food!!! I just ate breakfast and I'm already thinking of what I'll be eating for lunch!

2. Sleepy all day, tired even if I slept more than 8 hours! No wonder I can't get myself out of bed to exercise!!! All I wanna do is sleep!!! In the office, I can't focus on work because I feel sleepy all the time!

3. I'm irritable. Yes, I'm masungit but now, I'm like 10x more! No wonder I'm bitching about the cat, who by the way is already scared of me.

4. My boobs grew bigger. At first I'm like.. "wow, big boobs!" Now, I hate it. My bras are really tight and I feel like I can't breathe!

5. FACIAL HAIR?!?!?! Fuck. I thought it was just my imagination that maybe I've been super vain and I see all these stuff I didn't see before but I've bigote and hair on my cheekbones!!! It's an F'n side effect! And last Saturday, Ted told me.. "Edel may bigote ka pala!" And I'm like..WTF?! We've been friends for more that 4 years and now he notices I have bigote?! Urgh.. I hate it!!!

6. I'm gaining weight. At first, I thought it was just work and that I'm doing nothing but since all I can think about is food and this pill is retaining fluids or whatever, I'm gaining weight!!! Unbelievable! And since I can't get myself to exercise in the morning, I just keep gaining it. I haven't weighed myself and I don't think I want to.. Arrrrrgggghhhhhh!!! My pants are tighter!!! I'm wearing low rise jeans a month ago and now, I just can't. SHEETTT!!!!

7. I'm tired ALL THE TIME. I was able to exercise last week and instead of being energetic, I felt super tire the whole day, and the day after that, and the day after the day after that.

THIS HAS TO STOP!!!!! Urgh! I want my happy pills now.