Saya talaga namen!

THESE ARE THE DAYS

-Jamie Cullum

These are the days that I've been missing

Give me the taste give me the joy of summer wine

These are the days that bring new meaning

I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine

Sometimes when the nights are closing early

I remember you and I start to smile

Even though now you don't want to know me

I get on by, and I go the extra mile

These are the times of love and meaning

Ice of the heart has melted away and found the light

These are the days of endless dreaming

Troubles of life are floating away like a bird in flight

These are the daysThese are the days

These are the daysI've tought you said that love would last forever

Leave and that the tears would end for good

I told you that we get trough any weather

Maby that didn't work outBut we did the best we could

These are the days that I've been missing

Give me the taste give me the joy of summer wine

These are the days that bring new meaning

I feel the stillness of the sun and I feel fine

PTF Galore!!!

PINK TABLE FEDERATION GALORE!

The White Team...wehh...GO BLACK!! Haha!

Up-up...and anchors away! WEHH! Wasn't there yet..cos of the Sportsfest (which, by the way went really well!) Props to Ikay for "da face" *clap* and to Jan who shot this pic. Teddy was there all the way...

Wet and wild BLACK TEAM..while waiting in line at the Rio Grande. YEAHH!! We got Teddy. Candy wink kame ni Ikay (cute talaga namen..fine..sinama na kita..haha!)

Max Brenner's..obvious ba? We're having a blast!

STRESS!

HASEL TO DA MASEL!!!

I'm tired. 4 days with no sleep. I'm a walking zombie...

But alas, the reunion with the PTF was fucking great. I love those people. My time with them was therapeutic.

Tito Emi and Angelo are here in the Philippines. I wanna take advantage of this time with them...so I don't wanna go to that fucking Sportsfest this Saturday..but nooo...I have to...

I wanna cry but I don't wanna waste my tears just because of that!

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!

TORN

Michael Jackson is cleared. I saw it early today on TODAY. I don't really know what happened in that trial but I'm really dying to know.

The Practice is back. First episode of its Final Season. Amazing. Everytime I watch this show, I remember why I wanted to be a lawyer in the first place. But then again, it's a frikking show. It's not reality. It's also with these kinds of shows that I realized I wanted to make movies: to be able to inspire people like that is a wonderful feeling. Hayy... God must be playing tricks on me, once again.

Speaking of movies... I finally saw A Lot Like Love... and I love it! It's funny and it's realistic. People love planning their lives but as I've said a thousand times, it doesn't always turn out that way. Unexpected things happen and sometimes, we're sooo caught up in that world we're building for ourselves that we miss what's important.

TORN TORN... My for my Marketing subject, we will be going to Kuala Lumpur. I've never been there, and boy would I wanna go. It's gonna be an experience. I wanna travel!!! But the thing is, it'll be on June 30-July 4. Angelo and Tito Emi will be here that time! As much as I wanna go, I wanna be here and be with them! Arggghhhh... What to do, what to do!!!

Excited...

I am now officially planning for Green Revolution...so I need artists. ALL kinds. Fashion Designers, Rockstars, Photographers, Writers, Multimedia people, Fine Arts students... COME TO ME.. I need you. It's 6 months away..but I want this event to be BIG!!! Oh yeah.. I need tons of sponsors...TONS and TONS of sponsors...

I WANT MY "ME" TIME BACK!!!

I don't have "me" time anymore. This sucks. As much as I am cool working with these orgs, I can't find time for me-self no more. I'm just tired all the time. I've been trying to get up early for my jogging, but I can't get out of the frikking bed!!! I feel so lazy all the time, all I wanna do is sleep and eat. No wonder I can feel my flabs fold already when I sit down (YACKKK!). Even on weekends. I can't watch my movies anymore. It's just soooo hectic. Arggghhhh. I end up eating chocolates with me lying down on the couch with the remote. I want my healthy living self. I need a fitness buddy...or I'll just go back to Oliver in the gym and burn these fats. Shiyet. I can't have my dates, too. I mean...my dates with Ikay. The French Film Fest is here and I can't believe I have to find time for that too, when usually SHE has the one to find time for that. And I don't wanna miss that event!!! Plus, there's the Fete dela Musique. I'm reserving that weekend already so I can go. I really wanna go.

I'm heading this Sportsfest and I've no frikking clue what to do. I have to make guidelines, think of the schedules, and all those other things I know I should be thinking of but I can't think of them right now. Noooo!!!! Shit. I'm complaining already and it's only the start of the year!!! What's wrong with me?!?!

Oooohhh.. What's wrong with me?! I'm stressed. My right leg is aching, even after last night's one-hour massage; I wasn't able to watch the French Open which for years, I've been watching from 8pm to 2am, so now, I dunno who won it and how they did it; I have dark circles around my eyes; I am still having a hard time breathing, given that I've had asthma for 2 weeks already so that means I really can't exercise yet so I'm getting flabbier by the second; My hair is too long for this cut and I'd be taking my grad pic in a few weeks; I have a quota to meet for my Marksam (SO BUY THE STUFF I'M SELLING!)' I have to get speakers for the tons of talks lined up; Annual Recruitment Week is coming up.... STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna get away from it all for just a day. Puhlease.. But I can't go to the beach this coming June 9. I need that incentive for my FINAMA2..unless I scrap that and really just get away...

I want to get away! I wanna fly away.. YEAHHHHHHH YEAHHHHHHHH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Is My Blog Boring or Boring?!

My gedd...I have to get this blogger up and about. I mean..I copy and paste those tests but the pictures won't come out. Those are the only pictures I ever get to post! Criminy. I should really learn how to post pics... soon, people..soon.

This is past my bed time. 12:10. I'm sleepy, but..I'm up obviously. Charging my iPod for tomorrow, I'm outta here. Off to the JEMA Officers Teambuilding. Hayy... these orgs are filling up my time. I don't get to have time for myself anymore. Like every Friday, I have to go to school at 9am for a meeting until 1030 for the Batch Assembly and at 1230-230, another meeting for JEMA. I'm not complaining (oh really!). At least I'm not a bum anymore.

Since I went to the US for that vacation, I've transformed into a total slob. All I do when I'm at home is lay down and watch TV the whoolllleeee day. And I can feel the folds of my tummy when I sit. This is bad. Really bad. As much as I wanna jog in the morning, I can't get myself out of the frikking bed!!! Grrrr... And I've been eating a lot...and I mean a lot. Arggghhh... After Monday...I'll jog.. I have to do this for me! C'mown!!!
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I never realized til a while ago that people have waayyyyy too many false impressions of me. To enumerate:

1. I party a lot. - EEEEE!!!!! Wrong. I don't party a lot. Obviously, I'm here at home on a Friday night. I'm more of a homey person I guess. Stay at home. Chill in someone else's home. Movie-marathons. Long talks about absolutely nothing. Videoke. Oh yeah.

2. I have lotsa boys. - What the hell are they thinking?! I don't even have a "boy." I dunno where they get that.

3. I'm a rocker. - Now this... I don't really understand. I don't even know a lot of rock bands.. As far as I know, if I find a piece of music I like...I love it. Right now, I'm exploring old songs. Checking out my parents' CD's: blues, jazz. Still have that Carpenters song in my head. Contrary to what a lot of my friends think... I actually love those old Whitney Houston songs.

4. I have a boyfriend or I've had boyfriends (plural pa!). - Oh puh-lease. Not even once.

These are only 4 of what I'm aware of. God knows what else people think. But who frikking cares, right? I really don't. I'm just wondering where they get these ideas. Most of them would say it's because how I dress up. Now that's odd. Is there a certain way or style party people dress up? Someone told me it's because of how I carry myself. And how is that?! I really have no idea. And when they learn that I'm really not what they think I am...it's hard for them to believe it. Criminy. Just let them think what they wanna. As for moi...I think I'm fabulous. Wahahahaha! I don't know what to think, actually. I just wanna...eat. And it's not Cheeseburger anymore. 6-piece chicken nuggets. Hmm...

Do We Need Another F.E.?!

Anong surname ni Yoda?!
Edi.. man!

Ano pang isang surname ni Yoda?
Edi..lehihu!

Pathetic. Star Wars jokes...it's been over a week. It's still funny to me. Haha. Corny jokes, people I need them to keep me grounded.

And by the way...it looks like I'll never be able to tell you guys what happened in New York. So What happened there, stays there? Haha. Maybe if we see each other (whoever's reading this), I'll tell you all about it...with all the sound effects and gestures...all that so you won't be bored. Te-hehe!

So for now... what's up now? With me..nothing's really up...excluding all the school stuff, that is. But I don't wanna talk about school or anything that involves school right now. My "Busy" entry is funny. I have the tendency to have illusions of grandeur. Haha! Criminy. "Omg! Like...hellloowwww.. I'm like...THE VP.." Shit. I hate that.

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On the serious side. THE FAMILY. What's up with the family. Hmm.. I'm great, actually with my family. That trip with my parents brought us closer together. My brother and I are good. Zaza and I..never been better..surprisingly. As a whole...we're really good.

Uhhh...not exactly. Something's missing. A-duh! Ate Erin. Hhmm. She's always been a mystery. We never know what's up with her.. she never shares. She's the earliest to go out of this house and sometimes, she comes home latest. But if she's early, we never get to talk to her because she won't dine with us, or she goes out. That's on weekdays. Understandable. She might really be hungry..I dunno. And we all know how she is when she's hungry. Fine. But on weekends? Hhmm. She still won't dine with us. When there's a family affair, she won't go. When we're gonna watch a movie, she still won't go. She'd eat her meals by herself. Spends all day/night either on the phone or in front of the computer. Refuses to be with us. I wonder why? I'm not mad...just...annoyed I guess and curious. We tried talking to her over breakfast, but she won't give us an answer. She'll say it's nothing but it's obivously something.

My explanation for a small part of her anger? Not getting any pasalubongs. So here's the thing. She didn't get any pasalubong because we didn't have money. Simple as that. As much as we want to give her something, we felt that it would just be a waste if we give her, for example..a Harvard shirt. She'll never wear it for sure. I'm sure we think differently because for me, I'd never give her..say a key-chain. Because I know that she wouldn't use it. It would end up somewhere and she'd forget all about it. If I'd give someone anything, it'd be something she can use. And honestly, I'm saving that money for me. Zaza was doing exactly the same. Our pocket money was HALF of what Mom gave her on her trip, and in fact that half was even divided in half since we were gonna share. Tita Babet took her out. She wasn't able to do that when we were there. Lolo and Lola weren't there so we didn't really get anything from them. When she was there, they gave her money and even gave her separate money to shop for us. Plus, all the other relatives gave her something. A-duh. Tito Emi took her shopping, gave her a make-over and who knows what else. We were travelling with our folks, meaning Dad would really insist on paying for everything we'll ever consume. Everytime we go shopping, Dad would give us the stare which would really just ruin the shopping experience.

Secondly...I clearly remember how I felt when she wouldn't lend me her frikking shades. (I sound like a small girl again. Damn..) I was complaining and whining (oh shit..we got a whiner too) why she didn't give us anything.. "She clearly just shopped for herself," I said. And her reply? "Eh aken naman yung pera na yun eh. Bigay yun sa aken." Yup. I remember her saying that. So secondly...her not getting any pasalubong is...well.. sweet revenge. Even my mom was bitter. She gave her one bag which was ON SALE. Same goes with my Dad. She gave her one BMW shirt, which was clearly from Tito Emi. When we were all shopping.. Zaza and I kept asking our parents if we'd get her anything. "Wag na. La namang binigay yun sa aken eh."

Typical human behavior. And so our Religion teachers were right. Don't do what you don't want others do unto you. Very un-Christian but...I guess that's how people are. Alicia Keys was also right. What comes around goes around, what comes up must come down.

But I guess, that's just a small part of her angst. Or it could be why she's really mad. But c'mown!! It's been 3 weeks! This ain't a one-way thing. Something has to come from her. She can't stay in this house and not live in it! So where is all this anger coming from?! Can somebody just make this clear?!

"Busy"

OH MY GOD. Can you believe it?! I'm busy!!! This is sooo exciting. I've never been so excited to be busy. Haha!

Ahem ahem..as the new VP-Externals of JEMA..and an hour ago..the new VP-Activities of BNE 2005..hhhmmm...as expected, I'm busy... Hayy..it's really tiring but I like it. It's annoying too.. Like for example, when I text people, I expect a response. C'mon people! Reply! Piso lang eh! I feel idiotic too, btw. All these are new to me, so I ask a lot and sometimes I feel like my questions are stupid. But what the heck. I'm enjoying it...or at least for now.. Hehe.. Who knows?! This mood of mine is terrible..sometimes I'm happy, the next thing you know, I'm sooo down.
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And we're down to four, people. Karla has a boyfriend. WOOHOO for her!! I wanna meet her boyfriend. We HAVE to meet him. So now, what?!

Ida, Kathy, Marga and me... Well, for one thing, we're still the same. But now..Marga and I are having that conversation again. My golay...

Marga: yeah ako may times na i wish meron. may times na naiisip ko na may patience kaya yng guy for me? kasi sobrang bilis ng mood swings ko! heheheeh
Marga: may times na ok lang sa akin wala.
Edel: ako naman..i'd like to think na even if ganito ako ka-high maintenance, ka-spoiled, ka-arte at kung ano ano pa..merong titiis sa aken and with that process makapag pa change sa aken
Edel: WEHHH drama queen
Marga: ahaha. ako rin! parang i need a guy na sobrang tyaga! hahaha.
Edel: hahahaha
Marga: nde kaya, kaya wala tayong guy kasi iniisip at inaantay natin?!
Edel: SIGURO
Edel: we have to forget all these shit
Marga: yeah!

So as much as we try to forget it...we both know, we can't..hahaha! Ahh..I love my girlfriends.. We all think the same..more or less. Haha..
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Woops..gotta be early tomorrow..Hehe.."BUSY" eh!

Tests Tests...I love these things..

You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck 81% Peter Pan 81% Cinderella 69% Cruella De Ville 69% Goofy 63% Ariel 63% Sleeping Beauty 63% Pinocchio 63% The Beast 44% Snow White 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid. Mermaid 92% WereWolf 75% Angel 67% Dragon 59% Faerie 42% Demon 0% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com